MANDALA # 70/1000 

Walk Along the Water
8.1.19

I will walk along the water.
Walk along the water.
Walk until I feel better.

I have a secret.
Mama, mama.
I have a secret.
It’s bubbling to the surface.
I thought I could control it.
But it is controlling me.

I will walk along the water.
Walk along the water.
Walk until I feel better.

I relapsed.
Mama, mama.
I relapsed.
Five steps forward.
Ten steps back.
I relapsed.
I’m disgusted.
How could I come so far.
To fall so fast.

I will walk along the water.
Walk along the water.
Walk until I feel better.

But I don’t feel better.
I don’t feel better.
I don’t feel better.
I have a secret.
And it’s going to kill me.
It. Is. Killing. Me.

I will walk along the water.
Walk along the water.
Walk until I feel better.

SAS

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